ok! Looks like I'm going to blog again, even though none of my friends blogs anymore, its just a blog for myself i guess, even if people reads its gonna be people I don't even know so who cares right. I'm just going to blog for the hell of it. So maybe in 5, 8, 10, 20 yrs from now I might log on to this website and look at my old blog just how I am doing now looking back 3 yrs ago on what i've wrote.
Earlier I was looking at my high school photos in that memory box that i have, wow great memories! Girls that i have exchanged notes with, notes have been dated back since 99' 9yrs!! geez louis..I can't believe times went by so fast when you look back on things, so many things I have been through. Had my own house, got scammed by a realtor who screwed me over. The big incident with Joanna, can't never forget that, I was the first to be notified of what happened.I remember I cried for a week straight, when I slept I cried, when I woke up I cried. I has so shocked of what happend. Was it really her time to leave this world? I would never know.
I've noticed I have changed alot, the way look at things, the way resolved problems so I guess I have matured in many ways. Last year I pretty much wasted a whole fucking year of my life doing flooring for $70 a day, working my ass off 9-11 hours straight labor, I am so glad I got my case approved for a greencard so now I can work legally. damn those chinese people! taking advantage of my situation, just because I wasn't legalized to work they didnt' have to give me a shity pay, they knew I had no choice but to take their offer. Damn FOB CHINKS! My mom never liked chinese people either, she would always tell me to watch out for them and not to trust them. They are trying to used me every way they can, as soon as I get a new job I am getting the the fuck out of here. Always using me to do everything for them, because they don't have a fucking mouth in america, I even have to help their friends sometimes like i'm suppose. Not anymore! I Am getting the hell outta here. One of them said to me when he was drunk one day, "my problems are your problems ok" as soon as I heard that I was pissed off, I wanted to punch him in the face but I told myself just stay cool just a few more months and I will get my greencard. I just got my G back from the mechanic shop so transportation is not a problem anymore. I hate the fact that they trying to use me so much. Do they have to make it so obvious? I'm probably gonna move out within a month, and when that day comes, I am going to be one happy guy. //I miss the old days//I like this nike commericial//